For this reason, since the day we heard it, we have not ceased praying for you and asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of God’s will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding.
(Colossians 1.9
NRSV)
Virtuoso violinist Pinchas Zukerman was giving a master class to a group of young artists who had come to the Aspen Music Festival. The young artists were being observed by a large audience of their peers and distinguished teachers and performers. The atmosphere was electric. To each of the talented performers Zukerman offered friendly advice and encouragement. He discussed their playing in detail, and would pick up his own violin to demonstrate finer points of technique and interpretation. Finally came the turn of a young musician who performed brilliantly. When the applause subsided, Zukerman complimented the artist. Then he walked over to his own violin, caressed it, tucked it under his chin, and paused a long moment. Then, without playing a note or uttering a word, he placed it back in its case. This time the applause was deafening, in recognition of a master, who could pay so gracious a compliment.
We all know it's true. The person who is constantly puffing himself or herself up bragging about exploits, showing off trophies, buying bigger and better things to stay one step ahead of the Jones is at heart very insecure and fearful. Such a person is deathly afraid that he or she really does not measure up. The greater the emptiness on the inside, the greater the need to surround ourselves with the trappings of success on the outside. The more unsure we are about our own self worth, the more we need the envy of others. The less sure we are of ourselves, the greater our need to lord it over others. Yet someday we realize it is all a sham. True stature is not measured by how much we puff ourselves up, but by how willing we are to humble ourselves before God and God’s people.
Lord Jesus, help me to be humble and put God first. Fill my emptiness with your love and hope. Amen.
