
Monday, September 15, 2003
But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, saying, "It
is a ghost!" And they cried out in fear. But immediately Jesus spoke to them and said, "Take
heart, it is I; do not be afraid."
"You just won't believe what happened to her the other night when she was sleeping in her quiet
house on a quiet street among quiet and friendly neighbors. She had gone to bed about
11:30...Not that she had worried unduly about her personal safety, but the doors were locked
tight and nobody could have opened a window even if they had tried. She was sure of that.
"She picked up [a] novel...and settled down to read for a while. She grew sleepy. She put down
the novel, turned off the light and settled down to sleep.
"As best she could reconstruct the night's events later, she must have fallen into a deep, relaxed
sleep. Then about 2 or 3 a.m. she came up ever so gradually to the border between sleep and
waking. She moved, put her arms above her head and dozed off again. All was still quiet,
peaceful and relaxed. She had no fearful apprehensions, no premonitions, no worries.
"People who sometimes sleep with their arms above their heads will understand what happened
next. It was a minor matter. Her left arm simply grew tired of the position. She was dimly aware
of the discomfort. It continued. Still dozing, she tried to lower her arm. It wouldn't come down.
"Then, she says, she became aware of a warm, firm hand holding her arm tightly. She woke up
in a hurry--and in a panic. She struggled in the dark to free her hand, but the strange hand
wouldn't turn loose. The harder she struggled, the tighter the grasp grew. She was struck by
how warm that hand was, and how firmly it held her. Frantically, she tried harder to get loose.
Then something dawned on her. It was her own right hand doing the holding.
"Actually, it almost turned out badly after all. She nearly fell out of bed laughing. But she didn't.
She finally managed to pry her right hand loose from her left, and laughed a while, and then fell
back to sleep for the rest of the night, and no harm was done. It was simply a case of the left
hand not knowing what the right hand was doing."
Sometimes our fears get the best of us. It happened to the disciples. They were sailing across
the lake when a terrible storm arose. They were fishermen by trade. They had experienced
many such storms. They were strong men, but when the storm showed no signs of letting up, it
got the better of them. They feared for their very lives. Then across the water they saw Jesus.
In times of panic sometimes our minds run wild. The disciples failed to recognize Christ. One of
them cried out, "It is a ghost!"
Jesus spoke words of comfort to his fearful disciples, "Take heart, it is I, do not be afraid." What
beautiful words to the fearful heart.
(Matthew 14-26-27
NRSV)
A newspaper column years ago by Lydel Sims tells the fearful experience of Mrs. Wilma
Sullivan, a widow who lives alone in Portageville, Missouri.
Dear Jesus, take away my fear as I boldly work to share God's hope. Amen.